According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity
-A-You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.
-B-You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments and particularly when it comes to lovemaking. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite and abstain from sex if need be. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.
-C-You are very popular and a social individual, and it is important to you to have the right relationship. You require closeness and togetherness, intimacy and affection. You must be able to talk to your sex partner before, during, and after. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sexual, sensual and strong, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you but that is okay because you rock there world in bed. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual activity. You are an expert at controlling your emotions, desires and thoughts. All in all, you are fu**ing amazing!
-D-Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move fullsteam ahead in pursuit. You do not give up your quest easily. You arenurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly sexual, passionate, loyal, and intense in you're involvement,sometimes possessive and jealous. Sex to you is a pleasure to be enjoyed. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open mind.
-E-Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important than the sexual act for you, but once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep with a good book. (Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good look.)
-F-You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very generous lover.
-G-You are crap in bed! (Remember.... I didn't write this!)
-H-You seek a mate who can enhance your reputation and earning ability. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be frugal in your spending and dating habits and equally cautious in your sexual involvement. You are a sensual and patient lover.
-I-You have a great need to be loved, appreciated...Even worshipped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in anamateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of sexual expression. You bore easily and thus require sexual adventure and change. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.
-J-You are totally fu**ing marvelous!
-K-You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having apartner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in yourexpression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexualexperiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating; otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated.
-L-You are very romantic, idealistic, and somehow you believe that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate or attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as your lover's savior. You are sincere, passionate, lustful, and dreamy. You can't help falling in love. You really enjoy stimulating yourself, though you are fairly new to it. You fantasize and get turned on by movies and magazines. You do not tell others of this secret life, nor of your sexual fantasies.
-M-You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, youthrow your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equallypassionate and intense. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is inexhaustible. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and also enjoy mothering your mate.
-N-You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You believe in total sexual freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is inexhaustible. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very generous lover.
-O-You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive and shyabout your desires. You can re-channel much of your sexual energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate, sexual lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Sex is serious business; thus you demand intensity and diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
-P-You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think ofdoing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearancescount, therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy; A good fight stimulates those sex vibes. You are relatively free of sexual hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting andneed a good deal of physical gratification.
-Q-You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendousphysical energy. It is not easy for a partner keep up with you, sexually or otherwise. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and lots of conversation to turn you on and keep you going.
-R-You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is very important to you. You have to be proud of your partner. You are privately very sexy, but you do not brag, you are willing to serve as teacher. Sex is important; you can be a very demanding playmate.
-S-You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You exude a certain behavior that is confusing. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along.
-T-You are very sensitive, private, and sexually passive; you like apartner who takes the lead. Music, soft lights and romantic thoughtsturn you on. You fantasize, but do not tend to fall in and out of love easily. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic, mushy, and extremely intense. You enjoy having your senses and your feelings stimulated, titillated, and teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, oftentimes all in your own head.
-U-You are enthusiastic and idealistic when in love. When not in love, you are in love with love, always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need adventure, excitement, and freedom. You deal in potential relationships. You enjoy giving gifts and enjoy seeing your mate looking good. Your sex drive is strong and you desire instant ratification. You are willing to put your partner's pleasures above your own.
-V-You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement.You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means positing him out. You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on, even though you yourself may not be a participant.
-W-You are very proud, determined, and you refuse to take no for an answer when pursuing love. Your ego is at stake. You are romantic, idealistic, and often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner as he or she really is. You feel deeply and throw all of yourself into your relationships. Nothing is too good for your lover. You enjoy playing love games.
-X-You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You talk while you make love. You can have the greatest love affairs, all by yourself, in your own head.
-Y-You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have ityour way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control yourrelationships, which doesn't always work out too well. You respond tophysical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating, and romance.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:52 PM
Today started off as any other ordinary day. Was awoken by Dear though. Just 10 minutes earlier than the time I suppose to wake up. Called me the second time. This time, he called my house. Right after I gave him my home number.
When I was working, he messaged me, ask me to call him. I did and he asked me what I wanted for my birthday. I said to buy what he had thought of initially. That is what he truely wants to get for me. So no matter what, I will surely love it.
Just when I was going for my lunch break, he called again. Said he is at City Hall MRT station and ask if I would like to get the present from him now. So early??? My birthday is on 12 December and he is giving it to me now??? Well, he will not be by my side on my actual birthday anyway...
We settled down at Hans, with me guessing what he had got. Just could not get it right. He brought it out and oh my god!!! It is a diamond necklace!!! It must have cost him a bomb!!! Since it is bought from SK Jewellery. Put it on immediately and dump the one I was wearing into the box. =) So sweet of you darling... Love it so much. Of course, love you more...
Before I went back to office, went Qi Ji to buy a cup of coffee for Adeline. David was there. Ordered the coffee and went to talk to Dear. I am sure he saw him. Could see his facial expression change. He did not even look at me after that.
When I reached the office, everyone looked at me with envy. All of them look at Dear as a real sweet guy now. Ein Ein even ask not to be so hot-tempered anymore since he so sayang me. =) Honestly, I think no one has ever showered me with so much paitence, love, care and concern like him. Absolutely no one!!! Feel like I am the most fortunate girl on earth now.
For all my life, I think today is considered the happiest day. Had the biggest surprise ever which really really brightened up my day a whole lot. Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you Darling. If only everyday was like today... Seeing me so happy, I am sure it also made him happy.
Now my turn to crack my head for his birthday present for next year...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
3:02 PM
It was as if I did not sleep for days. Although I was awoken afew times, by the voice of my parents and auntie, by the ringing of my handphone, I still manage to get back to sleep after that. The time that I decide to get out of my bed was 3pm!!! Was an enjoyable thing to sleep...
Asked Joey whether she is going to Sharizal's house next Sunday. Guess what!!! He did not inform her about it!!! Great!!! Now I have no idea who is going... Shall I go??? Shall I not go??? Dear asked me about it also just now. Am still deciding. Maybe shall just go for a while...
The whole day was spent watching VCD. Fell alseep again at 6.30pm. A short nap only though. Woke up at 7pm, when Mummy called. Went down to get food to eat. Did not eat at all for the whole day. Just did not feel hungry. Got myself a cup of bubble tea and some kuehs.
When I returned, Dear called. He just came back form Singapore. It was not a pleasant call though. Ask me to guess where he is. Tried many times, asked him to tell me many times, but he just refuesd to. Ask me to go and meet him when I have no idea at all where he is. I got pissed. Irritated. Begin to raise my voice at him. To the extend that I even put down the phone before he can say anything. He called back. Lucky he did. Everytime I say not to meet, he will say he want to meet. When I ask him where to meet, he will say, "You really want to meet me?" and come up with something else which makes me feel like he do not want to meet.
He even had the cheek to get angry. Who made who pissed off first in the first place??? But we manged to cool down in the end. And I talked to him in a nicer manner. Although I was still mad at him... In the end, we decided not to meet anymore today. Shall meet him on Thursday...
Found out Mummy had opened a UOB account as well. Asked her why she did that. "So that next time I can ask you to transfer money to me." was her answer. Great!!! No longer got excuse for me to give for not giving her money already.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
5:14 PM
Lucky I did not claim hour today. Both Jackie and Adeline did. Woke up at 6.15am to wash the clothes i worn during the Cruise trip. Then got myself ready to go to work.
Time pass rather fast today. Went to the doctor at 12pm to get medicine for my gastric pain. After eating the medicine, I felt very sleepy. Does the medicine cause drowsiness? No I do not think so. Guess I was plain tired.
After work, wanted to do manicure and pedicure. But they were too busy for me. Wanted to do something to my hair. But there was too little time to do so. Decided to just walk around to spend the time away. Took a taxi to The Pines at 6.30pm.
Met Jamie at the lobby. Only went to meet Cheryl Teo after Elaine and Samantha came. The whole evening was rather enjoyable. Did some catching up with all my girls. However, I was not feeling too well. Hot and cold. Had the sign of fever as well. Quite a number of food I could not eat as they were sour.
After the party, we headed to Orchard Road's Swensens. Shared french fries with Jamie and Samantha before heading home. Ben was so sweet. He had meant to pick Jamie up from The Pines. Went there to surprise her. However, as we were going to Orchard then, he followed us there. Only came out when we decided to go home. Will my boyfriend do such a thing? Never ever dream of it!!! He will rather spend his time on his bed sleeping. Always giving the excuse of him working and is very tired after work. Who will not be tired after work???
Anyway, that aside, I want to tell YOU that it seems like you and I are drifting apart. I am sure you agree. You may not say it out, but I can sense it. We are not like last time anymore. You confide in me, I confide in you. There seems to be a mask covering our face now. I no longer know what you are thinking, how you feel and the telepathy between us has disappear. Why is this so? I really do not know. Is the bond between us that weak? Just some small incidents and it can tear us apart? Maybe we were wrong in the first place. We were not what we thought we were in the first place. Everything was a pretence. Trying very hard to tell myself it is not true. But it is really hard for me to bluff myself as well.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
5:38 PM